Erikaskrika

where to start? i guess where i last took off. we spent our friday evening at backstage where we had the usual taco buffee. it was not that good this time. i'm not sure if it was the food or the fact that my cold practically eliminates flavour whatsoever. the gang continued on home to annica who had her friend anette here. i left to go home to have a nice and calm friday night. it's been a long week and i'm exhausted. i managed to catch up on some reading, and thereafter i watched surf's up. exhausted or not, i just couldn't fall asleep. too much coffee, loud neighbors, a high fever, not being able to breath properly, people sneaking around by backyard looking in to my window all made it impossible to fall asleep. last time i looked at the time it was aorung 3:30am but shortly thereafter i finally fell asleep.

today martin, josh and i had planned a little shopping trip to gothenburg. it turned out to be a beautiful sunny spring day. martin did most of the shopping, i did some and josh none. we ate lunch at a greek restaurant. all in all, i had a great day.

after i came home, i had just taken a shower when my darling teresa calls me on my cell from germany. i called her back on skype. nothing bad about skype, technology is fantastic. but when someone is in a desperate need of a hug, watching them on a video screen is very frustrating. t - you know i love you and i am always here for you!

our party night was good! we celebrated the return of the annica. she had foot surgery a few weeks ago, so there has a serious lack of dancing (and alcohol?). tonight however - the annica we all know was back indeed! tihi.

now i am in bed. after taking matin to the town square for hot dogs and hamburgers. after walking home in the cold night giggeling about my lovely lovely matin. after losing my voice. after having mathias here checking on me. even though i had a couple of drinks tonight i feel sober as a judge. i'm sipping some herbal tea with milk and honey for my voice. i'm afraid i will be really sick tomorrow but i hope that's not the case.

no matter how fun tonight was. i'm starting to feel tired of the "student life". i'm tired of school. i'm tired of eating lunch out of a box. i'm a bit tired of never having enough money. i'm tired of eating my dinner alone. i'm tired of mostly hanging out with my friends in school or when there is alcohol involved. i'm tired of being away from my loved ones in norrköping & bethlehem.

a change of environment will be great. right now i am looking forward to: family dinners, drive-way basketball with katie & patch, long walks around lehigh with my furry friend jedd, watching the kids play sports, blabbling with katie kate, hanging at barnes & noble, quick fit with pat, corn on the cob, long days at the pool, itching patrick's back, teasing big george about his existence... which there will be plenty of this summer :)

with that said i would like to point out the one thing i will never get tired of: my wonderful friends in trollhättan. i love you all so much.

nighty night
(and T?, don't forget to turn out the light...)