skillnaden på vänner & kompisar

när någon på andra sidan jorden genom att enbart höra dig säga hello och utan att se ditt ansikte och ger responsen, "uhuh you seem upset" - då vet du hur väl de känner dig.

nu löser det sig med pengar, maureen & geo skickar e-pengar till biljett under kvällen och innan jag vet ordet av det befinner jag mig på andra sidan atlanten igen. efter att ha pratat maureen längtar jag ännu mer. finns mycket planer för sommaren, nästan mer än vanligt. och bäst av allt - i slutet av juli får jag en hel helg ensam med barnen!! hihi vilka hyss vi ska ha för oss. ska börja smida planer redan nu, för jag har helt fria händer. funderar på om vi ska åka ner till stranden och avalon och på så sätt få till en extra helg där.

och mammsen har fixat pengar till haag. har jag nämnt att jag har världens bästa mamma? 

nu ska jag klicka på nyheterna och försöka somna till dem...!
natti natti



done and done

finally done! i feel like i could have put a lot more effort in to the assignment, but i have lost all motivation whatsoever when it comes to school. i just wanna pass these two courses that are left. after that i'm taking vacation. a long vacation.

not feeling great today. coughing like a maniac. i'm gonna fold some wash, have dinner and get to bed early! :)

puss & kram!

i wanna be the one to walk in the sun

What a beautiful day!

I was suppose to get up early to study today but afetr staying up a bit too late i decided to sleep in and simply go to school around 10 when the lecture started. Sleep is important! Class was good, not a lot of people showed up, probably busy writing all the assignments we have... After lunch Josh, Mathias and I went downtown cause M & I both needed to get new passport photos. We somehow ended up at the café Strandgatan and enjoyed the first outside fika of the year. After this winter, I appriciate the warm sunlight like never before.

Mathias and I went to the gym for a bit, and after that I spent my evening cleaning my apartment. I'm so ready to move out. There's stuff (read:clothes) everywhere and I can't seem to get rid of it.

Right now, I am in the middle of a hot chocolate, candle light, Cougar Town marathon night. Things just got even better when Noel (I know his name is not Noel but for me that's who he'll always be...) from Felicity showed up wohhooo. I love Noel. I have laundry time at 6am tomorrow and then I am going to write a 1000 word book analysis before 3:30pm because I'm planning to attend a lecture at school. Pressure is on, thank God for pressure. Especially last minute pressure. Without it I would never get anything done.

Nighy nighty!




Sunday

I spent most of my day reading in bed. Also prepared lunches for this week, but now I'm out of food so I need to go to the store tomorrow. Tonight Josh and I watched The Prestige, which I now wanna watch again. I'm almost falling asleep... so I should say good night. I'm both dreading and looking forward to this coming week. So much going on right now, both good and bad!

Time to fall alseep to another episode of Cougar Town...


dear god

take me out of trollhättan NOW

i'm coming home!


getting priorities straight

where to start? i guess where i last took off. we spent our friday evening at backstage where we had the usual taco buffee. it was not that good this time. i'm not sure if it was the food or the fact that my cold practically eliminates flavour whatsoever. the gang continued on home to annica who had her friend anette here. i left to go home to have a nice and calm friday night. it's been a long week and i'm exhausted. i managed to catch up on some reading, and thereafter i watched surf's up. exhausted or not, i just couldn't fall asleep. too much coffee, loud neighbors, a high fever, not being able to breath properly, people sneaking around by backyard looking in to my window all made it impossible to fall asleep. last time i looked at the time it was aorung 3:30am but shortly thereafter i finally fell asleep.

today martin, josh and i had planned a little shopping trip to gothenburg. it turned out to be a beautiful sunny spring day. martin did most of the shopping, i did some and josh none. we ate lunch at a greek restaurant. all in all, i had a great day.

after i came home, i had just taken a shower when my darling teresa calls me on my cell from germany. i called her back on skype. nothing bad about skype, technology is fantastic. but when someone is in a desperate need of a hug, watching them on a video screen is very frustrating. t - you know i love you and i am always here for you!

our party night was good! we celebrated the return of the annica. she had foot surgery a few weeks ago, so there has a serious lack of dancing (and alcohol?). tonight however - the annica we all know was back indeed! tihi.

now i am in bed. after taking matin to the town square for hot dogs and hamburgers. after walking home in the cold night giggeling about my lovely lovely matin. after losing my voice. after having mathias here checking on me. even though i had a couple of drinks tonight i feel sober as a judge. i'm sipping some herbal tea with milk and honey for my voice. i'm afraid i will be really sick tomorrow but i hope that's not the case.

no matter how fun tonight was. i'm starting to feel tired of the "student life". i'm tired of school. i'm tired of eating lunch out of a box. i'm a bit tired of never having enough money. i'm tired of eating my dinner alone. i'm tired of mostly hanging out with my friends in school or when there is alcohol involved. i'm tired of being away from my loved ones in norrköping & bethlehem.

a change of environment will be great. right now i am looking forward to: family dinners, drive-way basketball with katie & patch, long walks around lehigh with my furry friend jedd, watching the kids play sports, blabbling with katie kate, hanging at barnes & noble, quick fit with pat, corn on the cob, long days at the pool, itching patrick's back, teasing big george about his existence... which there will be plenty of this summer :)

with that said i would like to point out the one thing i will never get tired of: my wonderful friends in trollhättan. i love you all so much.

nighty night
(and T?, don't forget to turn out the light...)





Sleep is the best cure

for everything.
I've been sick & psychotic two days in a row, but today I feel so much better. I got to talk to Lizzie yesterday, and that was great! Also talked to Mamma and listened to Ingrid on the radio. Add 10 hours sleep and I feel fine.

I've been at school since 8am trying to find a theory for my pm. Hopefully someone else will show up soon. Cause today I'm going to have coffee. I'm starting to believe that maybe I'm sick cause I haven't had coffee for over a week now. I mean coffee does contain important antioxidants.

I have a seminar in the new course at 10:45 so I should start to prepare for that.
 
Aufwiederhören

t-love

I sure was lucky today. After i hung up with sonja, Teresa logged on! Ich liebe dich T.

I feel like doing something, going for a walk, hanging out, having fun. But my throat hurts really bad and I think I'm getting a fever...so I think I'm gonna crawl up in bed and watch TV and have a cup of tea.
Tomorrow is a new day.

cause you had a bad day





and then you figure out a way to turn things around. i just had the best talk with sonja over skype!!! i cannot believe it's been almost two years since we last saw each other. scandalous! but we're just busy you know. thank you for making my day so much better. i miss you darling


maybe we weren't meant to fly?



tycker det är mycket intressant hur askmolnet gör oss lamslagna!


knuteliknut

ser tillbaka på dagar av täta uppdateringar av det som är mitt liv. jag concludar att jag måste haft mycket fritid som au pair. ursäktar avsaknaden av inlägg med det virrvarr som just nu existerar i min hjärna. ny kurs, analyskurs. utlandsstudier/praktik. usa resa. resten av mitt liv?

idag tog jag till mitt favoritverktyg för att få tankarna på annat. shopping. skönt. jeans, tre toppar, två nagellack & en mascara blev resultatet. för ynka 500-lappen. varför klockan nu är 23:39 när jag skulle sova klockan 23:00 har jag ingen aning om... woaaaa. i morgon ska jag ta tag och planera upp mitt liv, eller åtmistonde min lilla rymd av tid som är kvar i trollis. deal? japp så får det bli.

nu ska jag somna till det sista avsnittet på säsong ett av förhäxad.
puss & go'natt


If only I had known what I know now

I don't remember ever been so sad as I was that last week in the US, almost two years ago. I remember that all I wanted was for these two years to go by in a heartbeat. Because all I wanted was to come back. I was so scared of returning to Sweden, going to college and starting all over again. I truly felt like the world was about to end the moment I boarded that plane on May 8th 2008. But I was wrong. The world didn't end. And even if coming home was tough for a very loooong time, I somehow got through it. And it wasn't all that bad. College wasn't that bad. Instead, I met these all of wonderful people, that I really ADORE. And here I am. Two years later. Time did indeed go by in a heartbeat. And now I find myself feeling a bit like I did back then. But this time I have empirical evidence that things always seem to work out for the best. I have been back in the US twice already, and soon I will be there again. Not in the sense I thought I would. But sometimes, if you're lucky, you can acctually eat the cake and have it too.     



Friday...finally!

I'm exhausted from this week. School, application for internship, allergies...you name it. I'm going to crash pretty soon. Saving my energy for tomorrow night, so I can party with my friends. But today all I want is fredagsmys. A big part of me wishes I was with my family. Having a good dinner, watching TV together and staying up late laughing with my sisters.

I stumbled across a new TV serie today. It's called "Modern Family" and it seems like something I would like. Will try to get the hold of the first season....! But right now, I beg good night.
And don't forget to turn out the light...

att rota i hjärnan.

vad skulle jag göra utan annica rotandes i mina innersta tankar?

believe me, ni klarar er inte utan henne heller
gå därför in på:

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hanging with the rich and famous

Laying on Annica's couch... we just enjoyed some of Annica's famous oatmeal (sorry for forgetting the butter anniCa). Having a really good night...Joshua and Matina was here for a bit too and we watched stupid youtube clips laughing our heads of. Not literally.

I'm freaking out about leaving Trollhättan, as I always do when something good is about to come to an end. Maureen knows what I'm talking about. About 8 weeks before I was moving back to Sweden I started cleaning, organizing, throwing away things in my room (i.e running around like a crazy person). She compared me with a 8 months pregnant women doing her nesting. I'm the exact opposite. I'm un-nesting myself from things. Current sympthoms I have noticed: 


  • I make at least one round to the recycling place everyday. (Okay, I admitt, I never ever went to get rid of any magazines, newspapers and stuff like that during my time in Krebo) So I guess it's about time.
  • I'm systematically going through my closet. Today I got rid of two pairs of jeans. (Erika does not throw away clothes)

Warning, sympthoms may also include being a total bitch and crying at unconvenient times.

By the way. Matina has this week appeared on two of the biggest Swedish blogs. She is practically a Hollywood celebrity already! Check out her blog at www.minnies.se :)


those little words

just got the sweetest text.
ingrid i've said it before and i'll say it again - you complete me


detta är mest till min mor

Varför slutade jag med välling? Har efter mormors överpositiva ord om välling, nu införskaffat mig ett paket Semper Frukostvälling Aktiv - med aktiv bakterikultur - fullkorn osockrad - rik på järn och kalcium - berikad med A-, C-, D-, E-vitamin - med kostfibrer. Förstår ni hur bra det är? Gott också! Kanske till och med godare än när man drack det i nappflaska.

"Inga klumpar"
God Natt

life is about taking chances

the only thing you live to regret are the risks you didn't take!





sunny side up

 


jag har det bra, men saknar er!

last part of trolly...

...has now officially began! after not getting any sleep last night i hopped on the the early bird train back to trolly just to arrive around 10.30. mathias stopped by for coffee and shortly thereafter we headed down town, mathias went to school and i picked up some meds & groceries before heading back home.
around 3 i left to take a walk (mostly to prevent myself from falling asleep on the couch ;)) before going over for some play time with my favourite boys james & kevin. gosh time flies, i haven't been there since december and kevin has been walking for almost a month. so good to see sanella & the kids again, i've really missed them!
since my internet appears to be on a strike i'm hanging out at mathias' place for a little. i'm going back home soon to get ready, cause we're going out tonite. long time no dancing for me. but we'll be sure to move some hips at lipz tonite!
it's good to be back. but i already miss my family.
cutie hanna sent me a text in capital letters earlier today, telling me i was missed already.
love you!

home luxuries



i'm studying and my lovely sister is straightening my hair

Happy Easter



my princess!









So yesterday was dinner at my dad's and today we had an Easter lunch with the cousins. I also got to see Mia, one of my oldest friends, and play with her handsome litte one, Elias. In the afternoon Sussi, Mamma, Jossan and I walked mormor home. 

Later on Markus and I drove over to "Världens Bar" where we sat down for some beer and coffee(in my case). Always good to catch up with a good friend. After dropping him off at the train station for his second date of the evening (and no, I didn't mind - I know I'll always be his gal ;)) I headed home. I love driving at night.

sleep tight and don't forget to turn off the light!
xoxo



    


good friday






Happy Easter everyone! We all slept in today, Josi and I was up late playing the Sims...! Good Friday has been nothing but good so far. Mamma, Jörgen & Hanna left to go out to our house in Bränntorp. Josi and I watched Forrest Gump as we enjoyed a late breakfast. Then we dsecided to try Zumba which turned out to be hilarious because I accidently got in in Spanish instead of English. So funny!

I am almost through my first article and I managed to find a third one I think I can use. I hope I will find enough time to get started this weekend... just so much I wanna do while I'm home. Today we're having Easter dinner at Pappa's. I need to get myself in the shower soon, as I am to pick up Farmor on the way to Pappa's.

Love Love Love

happy happy

decided to make a phone call across the ocean today and got to talk to maureen for a while! the count down has started... about 8 weeks until i get to come over again! now i just need to figure when school is out and then i will start looking for flights :)

and i finished off my day with a run... it is getting really warm here!
nighty night everyone. sleep tight!

systra mi




grocery shopping with pappa & tilde was on the schedule this afternoon. it must be really confusing having a scary lady for a sister, especially one that only turns up every other month or so. i did however manage to make her smile after a while. after grocery shopping we went back home, had lunch and then blueberry pie for desert. need i say desert was more popular than pyttipanna? i borrowed farfar's old car until tomorrow so i got home super fast. i miss driving. the sun is about to set and i am going for a run.


today is thursday

  • i am in a good mood
  • my hair is curly
  • i am wearing a blue shirt that belongs to my sister (wohoo love that we can borrow each other's clothes nowadays)
  • i have found 2 of the 4 articles i need for my public policy analysis
  • i am waiting for my dad to pick me up so ia can spend some time with my little angel tilde
  • the sun just came out!
  • i am going to wear my new shoes today!!!

the Back-up plan

just came across an exciting opportunity that i will have to take in consideration when planning the fall semester... a back-up plan never hurt anyone, right!? :)


because home is where your heart is

mamma woke me up today, with breakfast on the table!  i just gave up my second attempt to limit my coffee consumption. i made it through friday, saturday and sunday last week without a sip of coffee. this time i only made it through yesterday. tea just won't do. so i give up. i love coffee too much.

norrköping is rainy at the moment. but as i have a policy analysis to write during the weekend, rain is ok with me. i just got off the phone with mathias and should go back to writing!

josefine will probably murder me for this
but i can't help myself. (because it explains why it's so good to be home. i am with people of my own kind)







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